You failed to show how your serious business impacted your real life. So we can safely assume it didn't. So we are left with the logical conclusion that you are just an asshole who takes everything seriously. Even assuming this it does not explain why you are such a fagget. Let us delve deeper into this.
I will attempt to understand your crude grunts and whistles you call language. You claim that Boud1cca hacked you? Or maybe she rejected your advances? Even so that does not explain your fascination with her posts. Maybe like all lower forms of life you throw your feces and bang on the ground when you want attention.